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Mayday, Mayday, for pilots whose planes had been hit, and ship--was it ships too?--at sea.Help me.

HELP ME.
Like smoke from anunseen fire, a line of fire just below the horizon, brushfire of a burning city. Maybe night falls because it's heavy, a thick curtain pulled up over the eyes.
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6月7日

Allen, Happy B-day

allen, my hero. his 31 b-day today. time to update my space as well^_^
 
such a mesirable summer, moved six times in the past mth. eventually...#28~ a new nest, all cleaned and tidy up by us. hopefully will have happy time here. but...BUT...no tv here!!! which drived me really really really c..r..a..z..y..im not kidding, im dying from it. it is just that i dont wanna show it to anybody.
 
english sucked sucked sucked...feel awkard typing diary this way now. hell, how could it happen. geeee....
and even, got a d on the english paper i wrote for my rmmie, omg!!! worse grade ever, shame on me...what the hell is wrong with stupid olsen??!! heartless...want to talk to him face to face sooooo badly....
 
will be gone from canada on the second day after it's birthday, for two mth. havnt left here for couple of years already. excited? not really. i would have changed it i still have choice. duty, obligation..how abstract is it? as the china trip become my responsibility and duty, rather than aiding my own wish. oh no...such a trip wouldnt be nice then...plus there is no way i could forget everything here. u no wut? i like here better, despite mom is not with me.
 
forgot to close the window again, woke up with a sore throat this morning %_%
 
i could never ever wrote such words like honey again~so paste it as our prove of love, to each other and to allen. our best love ever and the idle we worship. allen, the only person in the world i could use the word worship on, the real man, owns countless dreams of all his fans. in the summer of 2006, this man, born in a city named hampton exact thirty one years ago, is still playing as hard as he could for the city of philadelphia, the only nba city he has visited and loved. the world's answer, to have the word "misunderstood" on his grave, i just cant help loving him. 
 
宝发信说今天是06-06-06。一生只这一次。
想起再过几个钟头的06-06-07。你的三十一岁。亦是一生只有一次。
 
记起最初关注你的那年夏。亦是这样炎热季节。
而关于你的真相或谎言在媒体操作下。更是不输天气的热。
那时候你是习惯被误解的男子。他们以大麻枪支入狱包装你的新闻主题。
在谁家百无聊赖时翻阅的杂志。只看到你不能更纯真的眼神表情。
你抿起嘴。你不说话。对于丑闻你只字不提。
你只说。你的碑文只留一个单词。误解。
在那个被上帝光环笼罩的年代里。人们只顾着感伤。只顾着寻找傀儡接过衣钵继续奇迹。
而你。只是那个曾经冒犯上帝的毛头小子。关怀的话谁都不愿多问一句。他们大多只是对你嗤之以鼻。

于是那个神奇的2001年。镁光灯下你捧着奖杯盲目的找。那个与你恩怨纠葛至今尚未了结的教练。
他们终于发现。这个偶像从缺英雄欠奉的年代。只因一直忽视了你。
他们终于明白。与其徒劳的打造jordan二世。不如静观你继续创造传奇。
于是改朝换代。联盟又一番新天地。

记起那一年。还不知你生日日期。媒体不像多年以后。会为你生日写几页歌功颂德的专题文字。
那年的这一天。是不是连你自己也忘了这样日子的特别意义。
因你要一个人面对整个紫金王国。即使身边有斯诺有木桶博有麦基那些帮手。而哪一个真的是你的左膀右臂。
你还不是在孤军奋战。于是他们只记得看弱者该被如何无情横扫。看你如何距离那枚戒指只剩一步之遥。
却忘了。那一年。你不过是个26岁的男子。

但自那一季。你坚强斗志与突破脚步。才让那赛场有了新的偶像值得皈依。
然后许多人忘记成王败寇规则。对你顶礼膜拜。
那些力挽狂澜的惊艳。纵是后来麦迪上演的对马刺的绝杀时间。科比独得81分的精彩演出。也不可与你匹敌。
因你叫我懂。什么是英雄气概。什么该被写入传奇。什么才能载入历史。
谁与谁都可以更换。今日德州明日底特律后日洛杉矶。
唯你永远不能代替。因那若干疑问悬而未决。从此谁还配得答案二字。

那时我说。小男生们。让我来告诉你们如何成为真正男人。
因我迷恋你。才对他们百般挑剔。所以不屑那些光鲜球技骄人战绩。
拥有那些身外的荣誉点缀又如何。谁曾如你让人肃然起敬。
若不似你般纯粹坚韧。哪配被称作男子。
便是183的高度。也足够我仰望。

别问我。关于你种种专业形容的字句。那样的只言片语对我都是困难。
我自是知道。我是热爱你的人群中对于你的领域知识懂得最肤浅的一个。那又如何。
所以当他们攻击你球技球风球史。我只能不言不语的看。一个字都不会反驳。
我想。该是那一日或许耶稣迷了眼。将神髓植入你骨。将mars换作你体。
却忘记。早将上帝之名许给了另一个。早将幸运之气留给另一些。
所以那些人才能捧着貌似真理的数据战绩与奖杯戒指那套理论对你评价的不怀好意。
他们似乎都忘记了。耶稣忘记将幸运之名赐予你的同时。甚至没忽视遥远的东方国度里一个边疆民族的男子。
而我记得。懂得写字以前。父亲教我。后做文章先做人。
所以很久以后。当他们批评以你的精神作为欣赏你的理由太过单薄无力时。当他们为抬高某些人格卑微不敢承担错误的球员实至名归而贬低你时。
我对很多人说。后做球员先做人。

那日daniel对我说。或许你注定成为遗憾悲剧。
没错。今日你早过了黄金时期。即使不如从前般攻势凌厉。即使勉强修复亦有力不从心之时。
但仍可见你。带着许多伤痛昂首阔步进入球场。时时为观众带来愉悦精彩。场场不息。
但还是依旧感伤。你心愿依旧未尝。那又如何心甘情愿。
而其实。所有辉煌总会被时间淡忘。哪怕再多次捧杯。或者从未。我只愿记得你。

去年带着遗憾流着眼泪目送了米勒。然后不得不想及最怕面对的。你离场谢幕的彼时彼刻。
虽自己极怕那一日。你一个极煽情和极伤感的鞠躬。于是无法磨灭的传奇就此告别。
于是从这一日起。你举手投足要狠狠看狠狠记。
因若你离开。从此便没有谁还能续写你曾带给世界的独特记忆。

而如今科比与禅师终为了各取所需而重修旧好。小皇帝如鱼得水呼风唤雨。换了肾的莫宁即使廉颇老矣也终要达成所愿。德克依旧是库班最宠的球员不可代替。
而谣言四起的费城又一次为你成了是非中心。
虽然这一次似有了交易眉目。经理亦至今不肯出面澄清。
但我始终信望。直至离开前的最后一秒。你会始终穿76人的3号球衣。
到那些看你打球的人们。长大的长大。衰老的衰老。和你一样从未动摇。
因你从不让我们失望。那些记录。那些惊喜。亦等待着继续。
而那些从前忽视过甚至厌恶过你的人。也该逐渐为他精神意志所俘拿。你曾创造的那么多耀眼历史。总有一刻值得他们铭记。

生日快乐。我的传奇。allen iverson
4月11日

!!

搬家好煩啊...!!!
3月1日

AAaaa..

日子過的叫一個快..
 
又被edge灌了一肚子的..今天是abdomen~真搞不懂我們和別的undergrad有什麼不一樣了 不平衡..
 
真是被臺灣人同化了~去龍城買機票 說完第一句話 "7月去上海"..人家就跟我說"也是從臺灣來的吧? 臺北還是臺中?"..傻眼..
 
reading wk的代價就是..exrmmie只一周沒見我~來了狂呼"看看你憔悴的!!毛孔都這麼大了!!.." 呯砰椪硼..
最近真的是不注意營養呢 也沒乖乖休息 要調理一下嘍..
 
呼~周二這個學期第一個通宵 (mah-jong party 除外:p) 沒天沒地的日子又要來了 5個星期..堅持住!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
不放照片了..沒臉見人~下次吧
2月14日

valentine

had a jap candy today, the orange one with little "tokyo" on it--valentine present for self, i like the taste^^
 
made my laptop work yesterday, happy happy. some work still need to been done, but i can work on it later^^
 
looking for ER volunteer..
 
211 midterm tmr. but im not studying to death for the 15% midterm:p
 
最近不太舒服..別是要生病啦吧...calgary you liang ge yue mei xia xue le ba...
2月10日

1542

i have spent two and a half hrs filling out the application to ISC, and probably another two hrs for my cover lette. I really really cant think of any reason why they wouldnt want me now.
 
um...didnt know japs' way of laughing are so alike. i found myself able to tell a jap by the way they talk and laugh in the library..interesting..
 
y u need the other one to love you more b4 u love her?? thats not what love is and i doubt if it would work out well.
2月8日

the day b4 clinical

havent updated for sooooo long~~sory sory~~busy to death...
 
kinda special day today~jeremy's b-day, and so does sabir~um...alma's is coming up.hoho happy b-day!!
 
had my first univ short answer midterm yesterday...ho...almost forgot my last name when stepped out from the classroom..the booklet looks sooooo like the english provincial...fucking the shit...another one next wednesday~and bib is due on tuesday!!! sigh...would be pretty happy already to get an A-...
 
i ruined my vocation by registering three courses for spring...phil 313 psyc345, and nursing 213. everybody said im crazy...what can i do? already feel guilty about not doing anything in summer..apparently cant even work anymore..
 
a bit confused+depressed laterly, made me thinking about going to see a psychiatrist or something. probably went crazy b/c of the fucking fire drill..every single wk!!! pulled my winter jacket out from lugguage today--have to get ready for the next one -_- i thought im not like leo at all..overthinker+anxious ALL THE TIME. oh, plus perfectionist. i actually miss passed days a lot, which i spent w/ exrmmie:) dc is getting worse and worried about my new place...
 
busy summer comes again~not only tax+loan but also job and my poor cantonese+jap. thought about going for the edmonton trip this sunday...however had to give up b/c of my goddam midterm and the 25%bib
 
wanna go to japan sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH MY GOSH!!! only those skin care product could make me put eyes on~~i do NOT understand why they dont have skII at all here~~but anyway...
 
 
真的很久沒有更新了~~不過真的是忙到不行 只好寫寫流水賬了
 
今天該算是個特殊的日子吧 正月十一 jeremy生日 sabir也是今天生日 周五是alma生日..哇 人還真是多呢~~如果忘掉了誰可千萬別罵偶..呵呵 反正你們也看不懂中文
 
昨天考了個midterm 第一次在大學考簡答題 發下來的答題本就和黨年考english provincial的一模一樣 惡夢啊~~下周還有一個 不過最讓我頭痛的還是bib 拿個a-我就很滿足的說..
 
今天算是把我的暑假交代出去了 選了三門 phil313 psyc345 黨然還有必修的213 心里真不是個滋味 忙成這個樣子 哪還有時間工作賺錢??
 
最近日子過的胡涂 估計是被火警弄的神經紊亂了 audrey一說我還真有點懷疑我媽把我生日記錯了 怎麼想怎麼像天蝎座的啊..成天就是神經緊張 顧前顧后 典型的完美主義--算是被害到了 真很懷念和以前室友一起住的日子呢~dc的東西越來越難以下咽~也不知道會找到什麼樣子的房子 唉... 
 
夏天就是事情多 要報稅 要貸款 要買機票 要找工作 要學日文和粵語..這周日本來想去edmonton的 無奈下周有該死的bib要交+midterm+quiz..忍痛放棄...
是真的落伍啦 今天才知道世界上曾經有過一個節目叫超級女生~呼..
 
好想去日本..超超超超超想..你看看大s從日本買的那些東西真的超可愛+好用 偏偏別的地方都沒有..對喔..為什麼北美沒有SKII呢??好奇怪...
 
 
 
am i gaining too much weight?
大家都說我胖了 :(
12月8日

-_-

昨晚又沒睡好 嗚嗚... 下次說甚麼也(yi)不住兩人間ㄌ 十一點就上床 七點半起來還睡眼曚longㄉ(不知怎麼打..) 本來想好好睡一夜 免ㄉ今天把glucocorticosteroids錯給Ms. Smith的anticholinergic 誰知道。。 清楚ㄉ記得一夜醒了n多次 捱呀捱呀捱到天亮。。
 
8th thur   205 final
9th fri      201paper avail
12th mon 269 final
13th tue  231 final
                205 final avail
14th wed 201 final
15th thur lab final avail
16th fri    203 final
19th mon flight ^_^
 
 
恋人にする条件で?
1. asian. chinese is not a must, however has to b brown eyes.
2. 要比我大, 不過不能超過11歲
3。關心自己健康. 不抽煙。不愛賭博,不酗酒成性.
4。有禮貌, 細心。容易溝通並可以裡解别人。
5。樂觀,開朗,进取,有自己ㄉ目標.
6。有愛心,喜愛小孩子.
7。喜愛结交朋友并關心他們,懂得包容。
8。。。。要愛我吧。。
 
。。。我點我點我點點點。。只有4個人知道我的space耶。。老公真是給我出難題。。
磊,audrey, gemini, judie, quong, sarah, pamela, meggie.
 
沒睡醒就是這個樣子。。T_T